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05-28008: Gary Dourdan http://www.astrotheme.fr/en/portraits/5SsS6Qv2kdZ9.htm  won't do time for drug possession. Remind me to check his transits. I'm glad he's getting diversion instead of doing time. There's some need for therapy if he's doing heavy drugs. He didn't renew his contract for CSI and was "killed off" on the final episode of season 8. It was weird to see his on screen "problem" mirror his real life "problem, e.g. drugs.

I'm taking a break from clearing out the kitchen. There's a thousand things I write and then delete. Suffice it to say being involved in a triangle is a burden. All the more reason for me to sign up with the Woman's Initiative in the Mission district. Not until after June 19th when Mercury goes direct. Until then I need to review the plans I have. Mercury retrograde is best used to review what you've done, finish up stuff (the former Epson albums and faces for Dr. D). When Mercury turns direct I'll head down to the Mission district for my business training.

When ever I get tired of this weird situation at home I have to channel the energy into getting financially independent. I have to remember that all things Mexican aren't the problem. I actually like Mexican food and the Day of the Dead. I can't generalize my discomfort and put it anywhere but where it belongs and that's on him. Getting independent and cutting him loose is what the plan has to be. Anything other than that is misdirecting the energy.

Wed, June 25, 9-10:30am. That's the date I will go for orientation. Then I can sign up for  "The SIMPLE STEPS business management course offers training to help you start, strengthen, or grow your small business. Topics include marketing, pricing strategies, record keeping, cash flow, and time/stress management. You will graduate with a solid business plan. Women's Initiative is dedicated to providing you with all the tools necessary to make your business a success. Our 20-session course offers women-focused classes designed for adult learners. Classes meet twice a week for three hours."

When ever I get tired of my current weird situation I need to harness that frustration and put it into building my business. The best revenge is to have a happy life, in spite of the bother that others may cause you.

I may not be marketable on the single's scene being old, unemployed and not a little eccentric, but I know one thing, if you have your own money your marketability goes up considerably. That's how I got my current husband. I had money and he was broke. Cougars take note, boytoys grow up and when they leave it's right difficult to look at the available men on the market and be happy about it.

I should get back to clearing out the kitchen for the pest prevention service tomorrow.